Jul 16, 2012

uncertainty


Separation leads to uncertainty... Uncertainty leads to confusion... Confusion leads to depression...


There are times in life when you get too comfortable with your surrounding that you start to neglect them knowing that it will all stay there same.


There are times in life when you get too used to having the same person around that you start to take them for granted knowing that they will still be here tomorrow.


What goes around, comes around.


What she feared most, will soon become my own fear.


I shrugged off her fears, like I know I will never see them.


I was wrong, as the fears I brushed aside, comes back to me like a boomerang.


Fear, fear of the missing hours.


Fear, fear of the missing conversation.


Fear, fear of my own presence, missing from hers.


Fear, fear, is what I fear.


It's not the lack of faith or trust, but it's the dark path of uncertainty and temptation that confuses me.


She means the world to me though I choose to not show it before.


Perhaps it was my ego that concealed it, perhaps it was my stupidity.




I know she will be the one, I know she will be.
The one that I will spend the rest of my life with.




sometimes, what you see, isn't the entire picture. yea, I'm sure. and that explains the fear.