Feb 27, 2014

Fable Fable

Fairy tale endings are just another way of giving false hope to the audience to have them believe in an unrealistic event that will, or most likely will not happen in their lifetime. Fiction. Fable. Untrue. 

Fable Fable

Feelings has changed as time flew by us ever so quickly,
The smiles on our face no longer feel the same,
The woes between us put everything else in shame,
With you, I promised I would never ever get mad,
With me around, never will you ever feel sad.

The memories we had are the ones I treasure most,
It did not matter if we ever gotten at all close,
Like the clear skies we gaze up on every night,
Uncertain on the star counts gives us all a fright,
Feels as if you are no longer there,
Feels as if you no longer care,

I will be watching like the moon that watches at night from afar,
I will be gone in no time if you want me to just like a shooting star,
Fallen from grace for my own doings,
Blinded by emotions just like any human beings,
To be fooled by the clown I stared at the mirror,
I am down on my knees waiting for a savior,
Wake me up from this sinful nightmare,
Of hate and love and everything that is of a snare,
There is just too much I cannot explain,
I have nothing to gain but why is there so much pain?

I will stay away from your sight if it is no longer me you want to see,
I will disappear from your life if that is what you ask of me,
To protect you from all harm is what I vowed for,
Even now it will be you that I will die for,
I will not change one bit even though the sun no longer rise,
For I am praying each day that He will bless me with a surprise.

fairy tale endings are just beautifully crafted nightmares. 

Jan 21, 2014


Feels like drinking kerosene, the burning sensation that it causes... not like it matter anyway. 


One sip to drown out the sorrows,
Not knowing what awaits me tomorrow,
You gave me so much hope last year,
But why is the feeling no longer here?
It’s like a completed puzzle with a missing piece,
The inconsistency is not giving me any peace,
I am curious on where do I really stand?
I am lost for words and I need your hand,
To tell me that it was just overthinking and that I am wrong,
And not “hey this is a game and I thought you knew it all along”,

One sip to put aside all the sadness,
Not knowing what will bring the next madness,
Like I thought it worked out really well,
We both have endless stories to tell,
I admire your energy and your cherubic smile,
Not forgetting your confidence and all of your style,
I felt like it changed and I still don’t know why,
The curiosity kills me why won’t it just let me die?
A new day will come as the sorrows fades away,
I want you to know that I am here to stay,
Though my heart is wounded with a disappointment scar,
I promise to be here watching and protecting from afar.

Trust the fool, who will stick to his words,
The last thing he would wanna see is you getting hurt,
Have faith in him and he is one you can trust,
Once again, trust him, trust Nicholas.

once again, trust Nicholas